Bad News

Hey everyone, this has been an awful week! Monday started out great! Ben got a little too frisky in the kitchen with me so we fell and I hit my head and got 3 stitches! After kissing/back from the hospital he left for work and I was with the kids all morning until lunch when I sent them to my Mom's house because I had a few photo shoots in the afternoon! First I had a pregnant lady who was only 4 weeks, you couldn't even tell! Next, I had a engagement shoot, and then a women about 30 who looked full of herself and just loves getting her picture taken and admiring it! In the middle of that shoot Ben came home early from work, I was overjoyed! I dropped my camera and ran to him and kissed him harshly! I got so excited a little pee came out. I had to run inside to get a new camera because I dropped my camera in my excitement! It took me about half an hour because I couldn't find it, and when I did it needed new batteries and needed to be polished! When I came back outside, you won't guess what I found. Ben and the women, naked, doing things in our front lawn! I screamed at Ben, I was so so mad i sent the lady off (her name was Jilian) without even finishing the shoot! I just yelled at Ben for about 57 minutes until he drove away, still naked, to Jilian's house to finish what they started in the lawn! I started to cry, how could he do this to me. I drove to my mom's and picked up the kids and then they played in their rooms while I made dinner! I put the kids to bed early, I just needed some time to think, cry, and eat some steak while trying to figure out what to do! As I chewed on a piece of steak I decided to call Ben! He picked up and told me he is staying with Jilian for the night. I asked him when he would be back, and he said never! He told me my boobs weren't big enough for him to be satisfied, that Jilian was sexier and better than I was and that he doesn't love me anymore! Now, by this point I was bawling and getting tears on my steak so it tasted salty. I screamed at him, angry, and said we are getting divorced! He agreed and hung up, but before he did I heard him tell Jilian "love you and your sexy hot body babe". That broke my heart, he usually told me that catchline to turn me on! I cried myself to sleep, lonely in my bed without someone to kiss. I woke up early to get the kids on the bus, cried while eating mashed potatoes and sea salt popcorn all morning until lunch. I had another 2 shoots Tuesday afternoon while the kids were at school, which was good timing! I cried a lot during them though because one was an engagement shoot and one was a maternity shoot. When the kids got home from school they did their homework and played while I did work! I was very behind, I had 5 shoots to edit! I'm sure the stress of that did not help my night. I made the kids dinner around 6, and I wasn't feeling good so I didn't eat anything! Once they were in bed I threw up a few times in the sink. It wasn't good, I was just so stressed and sad it was messing up my eating and all! I went to bed pretty early, after doing some more work. Wednesday the kids left for school and Lily spent the day at my mom's because I was very very busy! I spent all morning working, I wasn't even done! I got some steak and garlic cheese on the way to the courthouse to sign papers and make the divorce official. I was a mess, sucking on my steak while I signed the papers, crying and getting everything wet and salty! I licked the tears of the podium though, they tasted to yummy. SIGH. Then, I had to quick get home before the kids got off the bus! They did their homework and all while I cleaned and made dinner, and then we watched a movie as a family before putting them to bed while I did work! Thursday was another okay day, I spent time playing with Lily when the kids were at school, and then I did some work and had lunch, finished my work in the afternoon before playing with Lily and talking to my mom! She agrees with my decision, although of course she is very sad about it too. Evening was normal, kids did homework, dinner, family time, bed, work, sleep! Friday was a bit better though, the kids had off from school so they all slept in which gave me time to clean the house, I had been neglecting that this week because I was depressed! I gained some weight, too, from eating so much steak because I was so sad and steak stained with my salty tears is just my comfort food, I think I'm going to get some right now! Anyway, (MY STEAK TASTES VERY YUMMY) I spent Friday afternoon with the kids at the park, it was a great change! We went out to dinner and then they went to bed early because they were all very tired from their long, hard, fun day! When they were in bed I had another photo shoot, it wasn't a big deal though it was quick! I spent some time editing and playing with Lily again before heading up to bed! I cried myself to sleep, I missed making out with someone! I chewed on some beef though, which cheered me up enough to make steak at 1am in the morning! Yummy, oh yes, it was amazing. I slept in this morning, because my mom thinks I need a break so she took the kids to Six Flags! It was great, I had a great morning with Lily, made lunch, and worked/cleaned early afternoon! Oops, some of my steak juice just got on my keyboard.

Weekend Fun!

Hey everyone! This weekend has been great! The kids had off school Friday, so we decided to go to the beach for the weekend! We left Friday early morning, and flew to Ocean City, NJ! Super long flight, but worth it! Friday afternoon we checked into the beach club, had lunch on the boardwalk, and went to the beach for the afternoon! It was a really nice day, in the 80s with no humidity, and a slight breeze! The kids had so much fun playing in the water and in the sand, while Mommy sat with Lily under the umbrella! We just had dinner at the beach club restaurant, and then the kids went in the pool afterwards! It was amazing, Julian and Morgan were topless because they don't really like bathing suit tops! Julian is a 32A and Morgan is a 30A! The girls don't mind their boobs showing at all. The little boys wear speedo bottoms without a swim shirt or anything! Saturday we were at the beach all day long until late afternoon, it was relaxing! Again, after dinner we swam in the pool! It was very crowded, and some boys did stare at Julian's boobs, but it was still very fun! After the kids got showered we hopped onto a overnight plane, and got home early early this morning! We all slept a lot this morning and, sadly, missed church! I was so upset I cried in the car, so did Ben and the kids! It's okay though, we will make up for it by going to the evening service :)

Hey everyone, I'm sure you all have been anxious to hear about what has happened between Ben and I! Wednesday we didn't talk or make-out, I was really mad! He slept on the living room couch, the kids didn't understand why Daddy brought his pillow to the couch. I went to bed early and cried myself to sleep. Yesterday morning, we didn't have our normal french kissing in the living room, he was gone before I woke up! I didn't have a very good day, just sent the kids off to school and cuddled with Lily and did some work all day. When the kids got home I was in a better mood, so we played strip hide-and-seek and Guess That Fact : Civil War Edition! I made dinner (mashed potatoes, cucumbers, and grilled cheese on whole wheat bread) and the kids did their homework before starting out nightly routine! I was still slightly bummed out because Ben was late, so I didn't join in on the pee routine, I just watched! I got the kids to bed around 8:30, nursed Lily and put her down at 9! I just ate some ice-cream, edited pics, and made brownies until about 11:30! I was planning on going up to bed when I heard a car in the driveway! I was nervous, didn't know what to expect, but I sure didn't see it coming! Ben walked in, with something hidden behind his back! He walked to me with a smile on his face and handed me some carnation lilies! I started to cry, it was so meaningful! Carnation lilies are quite rare, Ben must have drove a whole 3 minutes to get them! I put the flowers in a vase and then Ben pulled me into him and we made out quite heavily for a few minutes, when it started to get frisky we stripped and headed back to our bedroom! 

Wacky Wednesday!

Hey guys, today was Wacky Wednesday at my kid's school! It is a just a day when everyone dresses crazy and all. Julian didn't want to dress up, so she just wore what she normally wore, a purple sweatshirt with green jeans! Morgan wore a polka dot dress with striped lace leggings, how crazy! The boys didn't want to do anything too crazy, so they just wore matching yellow suits! They all said they had a great day :)
So, turns out this day was also wacky for another reason! Ben told me he has been seeing another girl the past 3 weeks, but regrets it and wanted to ask for my forgiveness! He said he was just getting tired of me and wanted to "get some" with another girl. He ended up making her pregnant, so he felt he needed to tell me. I cried a lot, because I didn't understand, I thought we had a good relationship! I trusted him, and he broke that trust. He feels bad, and is of course still living with me, but we are sleeping in seperate rooms tonight, just for me to think things through and calm down.

First Few Days!

The first few days with my my baby Lily have been amazing! Monday was my first full day with her, and that's actually when school started! Julian and Morgan are 8, going into 3rd grade, they turn 9 in March, and Jeremy and Ethan are 7, going into 2nd grade, they turn 8 in December! School starts at 8:40, and they take the bus which leaves at 8:05! When they left I nursed Lily and played with her until about 10 when I had to put her down for her nap! While she was napping I did laundry and normal work around the house, and made my myself lunch and prepared for my photo shoot this afternoon! I nursed her again around noon, and played/watched her until 1 when I dropped her off at our neighbors, her nap was at 2 so they didn't really need to watch her much! After my shooting, I picked up Lily who was still sleeping, and just put her in her crib again! At 3 when she woke up I fed her, and she just watched me edit pics until 3:35 when the kids got home! Our tutor helped them with their homework. Her name is Carly and she comes by early weekday 3:30-4:30 to help the kids with their work! Not that they are dumb or anything, its just how I like it! Then, we decided to go swimming until dinner at 6! It was just a really good, regular day! Yesterday morning before school since the kids woke up early and had a good breakfast, we did a family pee routine! Ethan and I got the sink, Julian got the toilet, Jeremy got the trashcan, and Morgan got the tub! It was fun to see us all pee at the same time! Such a great bonding experience :)

First Day!

Hey everyone! Today was my first day with Lily! I was woken up at 6am with Lily (no time for my kitchen routine with Ben :( ) so I nursed here while Ben watched and then he woke the kids up and made them breakfast! Ben watched Lily while I watched the kids eat, and then Ben left for work while the kids and I went through our morning routine! There was a slight issue though, Ethan pooped during family pee time...I got it cleaned up though! After out routine I put Lily down for her morning nap and played with the kids a little bit! After I made them lunch I woke up Lily and took the kids plus Lily to our neighbors house to be babysat, I had a photoshoot this afternoon! After my photoshoot I picked up the kids and put Lily down for her afternoon nap while I kissed a pillow, pretending it was Ben while Julian watched! Then we all stripped and swam in our pool! We don't own bathing suits, we just strip to swim! It's so much more fun and daring, the kids love it! Then, I had to go inside and feed Lily while the kids played strip hide and seek in the house, then Ben came home! I had Ben to kiss, instead of a pillow ;) He made dinner while I played with the kids, then we had a family dinner! After dinner the kids watched TV while Ben and I made out on the kitchen floor while Julian watched, and then got the kids ready for bed! After they were asleep I just got some editing done, that's what I'm doing now! :)

Big News!

Hey everyone! Got a lot to tell you, I better start at the beginning! Yesterday afternoon my water broke while I was making out on the couch with Ben! It got all over him, which I did feel slightly bad about! I told the kids to play in their room because Mommy was having her baby! Julian and Jeremy were very excited, but Morgan and Ethan were scared and ran right to their room! I stripped down in the living room, so did Ben! I felt the baby coming, so Ben ran to get the water running in the bath tub, I was planning on a water birth! Julian and Jeremy wanted to stay and watch, so I agreed! They stripped down too, to get in the spirit! I waddled into the bathroom and sat in the tub, Julian and Jeremy sat on the bathroom counter while Ben climbed in the tub with me! I layed there, in miserable pain, for 4 hours! The kids got bored after 15 minutes so they went to play! Ben called my mom and had her come over and make the kids dinner and get them to bed and all, because my labor went all through the night! I wasn't worried, my labor with Julian and Morgan took 32 hours, Jeremy and Ethan was only 17 minutes though! I laid in the bath tub all night with Ben, neither of us got any sleep! I was 5cm dilated in the morning, and contractions were 8 minutes apart! My mom had stayed over night, which was great! Today around 3pm I could tell the baby was ready to come out, so Ben called my mom and the kids in! They all stripped down, to get in the spirit, and sat on the counter and watched! All 5 of them, even my mom! Ben delivered my baby with a crowd of 6 watching! The guy who was fixing our sump pump had actually come by during labor, we invited him to join in! He even stripped down too, to get in the mood! I had Lily Olivia Miller at 3:33pm, August 18th, 2013! At 4, after we were all dressed and the sump pump guy left (not after we had gotten his number to invite him for dinner sometime!) we took Lily to the hospital to get tests run, same with me! Results got back fine, no problems with either of us! We just got back home, and I definitely wanted to update you all! :)

Routine with Ben/Birth Plans!

Caution - Not for young children! Rated R


Hey everyone! Sorry for the caution, just don't want people under 18 reading this post because it is quite inappropriate! I have gotten some requests to talk about my days alone with Ben when the kids aren't home! You all know Ben has off once a week and that is the day my mom takes the kids and gives us alone time! It's very important to stay bonded and connected with your husband. First, we wake up and have our morning kitchen routine, see my second post for that! Then, we head to the bathroom! We bond together by stripping down and peeing in the tub together, and then turn on the water and do "things" in the tub! Last night we decided that that time in our routine will also include birthing practice! I have decided to have a home birth, I had my other babies in a hospital and I didn't like that, it was to open! Having a baby should be a private thing just between my husband and I. I am also planning on a water birth! We are practicing in the tub every night, and decided to add this practicing to our bath time routine once a week! I am actually due in 6 weeks, but my doctor said I could pop any day now! So when we practice, I push and (Ben will be in the bath with me) pretends to get the baby out! So back to our routine! After bath time we stay naked and have another pee session together, this time in the trashcan! We both go at the same time and our pee mixes together, it's beautiful to watch! Then, we head to our ratty old couch bed and do "things". Very R rated things! We make lunch together (still bare naked) and feed each other while I sit on his lap, trying to stay as close as possible during this whole routine! After lunch we burn of the calories in our bedroom, getting frisky ;) Around 3pm we have to get dressed because that's when the kids get home!

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When the Kids Get Bad

What I do to punish the kids when they don't listen or interrupt my love life has been a widely requested post as well! Sometimes, I won't pee with the kids and all of that stuff, when they are naughty and won't listen to me I sometimes make them to their pee routines all by themselves! It's not much of a bonding experience, so I miss watching them. When they talk back, I always use the same punishment! Spanking. I spank the kids usually about once a week, and they never talk back since I started! It's just a sometimes thing, which I'm glad about! When they interrupt Ben and I french kissing in our morning kitchen routine, I get mad! I want time with my wonderful husband who is a very good kisser! I specifically tell the kids don't get up until 7, if you are up early do sukodo, read novels about the civil war, or play simon says with your siblings! Sometimes they even walk into our room at the beginning of the night when we are making love, so they get upset sometimes they don't understand what's happening! We usually let them watch for a bit, though, so they get used to it! It's great for them to learn for the future. This was a short post, kinda a failure, because our kids are usually good so we don't have many punishments!

Clothing!

I have a new idea! Everytime a post hits 2000 views and 1700 comments, I will post again! My posts will all come out of your suggestions, except daily posts about my day! So this post is going to be about clothing my kids wear! I'm going to talk about each season.

Fall - In the fall time, I usually dress the kids in layers! Julian and Morgan are 8 and going into 3rd grade, they turn 9 in September! Julian is even wearing a bra now, she is a 32A! Morgan is a 30A. I developed early, so I always knew my girls would! So in the fall Julian wears a bra, thick strap camisole, (I'm all about modesty) a short sleeve and a zip-up! Sometimes she will just wear a bra, thick strap camisole, and a sweatshirt though, or just a short-sleeve! I don't let the girls wear v-necks, usually just Old Navy shirts that are very modest but still cute! Our dress code doesn't allow sweatpants or anything so Julian usually just wears skinny jeans! Morgan, on the other hand, is a different story! She won't let me dress her in pants or anything casual, it has to be fancy! Usually a bra, thin strapped camisole, (she has smaller breasts so it's okay to wear that) and a tee! She even wears v-necks, because she begged and begged! She wears a printed skirt, but it has to hit 3 inches above her ankle. My rule used to be 2 inches, but she begged it to be brought up to 3! Sometimes, when I'm feeling extra nice, I let her wear a tank with a sweater! Such a treat.

Winter - Winter time is much simpler! Julian wears pretty much the same, except for long sleeved tees instead of short sleeved tees! Morgan is similar, too, except she wears leggings with her skirts and sweaters with her tees. She occasionally will wear a thick winter woolen turtleneck dress, though! Morgan adores turtlenecks, but gets made fun of at school for it.

Spring - Spring is much different! Julian wears short sleeve with a sweater, she likes to be a little dressier in the spring! Morgan wears dresses in the spring almost every day, always short sleeved though and not too much of a v-neck! She can not show any cleavage or boys will stare. Even though she is only 3, boys still do that! I went through boys going up and touching my boobs, sometimes even at recess corner me and pull up my shirt or pull down my pants! I was in 3rd grade at that time, so I'm extra careful with my girls and their development and how it tempts the boys.

Summer - I have very strict rules for summer! The girls cannot wear spaghetti straps, only thick tanks! The girls dress similar, short that have to go down to their knees, or a skirt that goes down 3 inches above your ankle!

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Rewards

Hey everyone! So my last post got 1237 views, which is a personal record! This post has been requested too, but only by 239 people! I decided to do it now, when I have some free time before I got visit Julian in the hospital again! My kids are mostly good, so these rewards are usually an every day thing!
1. Extra fun pee time! In the morning routine, when they kids all pee in the bath together, it's a treat for me and Ben to join in!
2. Extra fun bath time! When the kids take baths, sometimes Ben and I join in as a treat! The kids love it, we sometimes even make out in the bath.
3. Sleeping in until 7:03 instead of 7!
4. 2 extra chocolate chips in the pancake!
5. We cuddle on our trampoline in the rain.
6. The kids love reading innapropriate books, so I read them 3 pages of Breaking Dawn!
7. Kids love chewing on metal, so I give them each a piece to chew on for about 7 minutes!
8. Playing dress up in my closet!
9. I pee in the trashcan while they pee in the toilet or the sink! (aka joining in on the peeing festivities)
10. Drinking soda!

Things Ben and I do to reward each other through a hard day at work/home!
1. Extra french kissing time
2. Licking each other's finger nails
3. Sucking on each others toes
4. Making out in the bathtub
5. Making love in the bathtub together, with water running and all!

Morning Routine!

This video got 783 requests on my last post, in only 2 hours! I can't believe you guys, you are amazing :) The second post I ever did talked about my routine with Ben before the kids wake up, but I'm going to continue starting when they wake up! I have a rule, the kids must come out no earlier than 7:00! That gives Ben and I time to do our french kissing in the kitchen first, to get ready for the day! If the kids wake up earlier than that they can't come out for anything, they can just do something quietly in their room like soduko or read historical novels about the Civil War! When the come out together, ready for breakfast, Ben usually makes breakfast! Each day of the week we have a breakfast schedule! Monday we have oatmeal with strawberries and blueberries and orange juice, Tuesday we have whole-wheat chocolate chip pancakes with a whipped cream and water (a treat! unhealthy but delicious), Wednesday we have home-maid gluton free waffles with strawberries and orange juice, Thursday we have scrambled eggs with sausage and fruit juice, and Friday we have cereal with cranberry juice! Breakfast is over by 7:30, usually while they eat I pick out their clothes for the day! But first we go through our bathroom morning routine. Ben leaves for work at 7:30, so he isn't here for this, it's just me and my 4 kids in the bathroom together! First, we all strip down out of our pajamas, naked! I will join in if the kids were especially good the night before. We all pee at the same time, you must wonder how, but I definitely make it work! The girls pee in the bath together! I just sit them on the floor of the bath, and they just let the pee fly! I wipe them down with a wet towel afterwards, just to get clean! Then they sit on the counter and watch the boys go! The boys share the toilet, in the morning they each stand on a stool on different sids of the toilet a pee! Sometimes they do miss the toilet though, which isn't good! I pee in the tub with the girls sometimes, if they are good and want me to! Then I wipe down the boys and everyone is clean! That is what we normally do, but if the kids are especially good we will all sit, naked, in the tub together and pee at the same time! That's only if they are really good though! So after that we go to their rooms and I dress them! Then we go back to the bathroom and take turns brushing their teeth! That's our morning routine, comment requests below! :)

Nightly Routine!

This post has been widely requested, I still can't believe how popular my blog is getting! I get at least 1000 views on each post and at least 700 comments! Thanks so much everyone :) So our nightly routine starts after dinner! After we finish dinner around 6:30, the kids play! It varies all of the time between hid and go seek, tag, or George Washington Fun board game! Usually I will play with them, or Ben. At 7:30 we give them their baths, we have 2 bathrooms, and one of each takes a pair of twins and baths them! It sounds weird, but its true ;) Our bath routine is this. I undress the kids myself, they aren't the best at it! For the girls, I lift a kid onto the toilet to pee, and sit the other kid in the sink to pee! For the boys, I let them practice their aim and choose to pee in the toilet, trashcan, sink, or tub! After they finish peeing I put them in the bath and turn the water cold! I always have used cold water, it is better for your skin and all! I scrub them with Dove soap, and then shampoo their hair! After that I let them play for a few minutes while I pee or something! They don't mind seeing me naked, it's normal for them! Sometimes I even will join them in the bath, naked. They love that and usually like to play with me and all! That's only for a treat when they have been extra good, though. After playing, I get them out and we do stretches for a few minutes to loosen up our joints! I towel them off and braid their hair, only the girls I braid their hair, of course! They walk to their rooms naked, usually go say hi to daddy first though! Then I get them dressed and out in the living room! I read stories, usually educational, and then take them to pee one more time! The nighttime pee routine is much different. It's more calming. For the boys, they both pee in the toilet at the same time. For the girls, they usually don't have to go so they watch me pee first and then I sit them both on the toilet, facing each other, and they pee at the same time! It's a great bonding experience for them. After that I get them tucked in and kisses and all, and Ben and I make out at the end of their beds for a few minutes to calm them even more and get them really to sleep! So that's our nightly routine for the kids, comment if you want a morning routine :)

Good News!

Yesterday afternoon, Julian's memory came back! I actually wasn't there when it happened, neither was Ben! She was just in her room with a nurse, and woke up from sleep crying and wanting her mommy and daddy! I was so relieved when I got a call from the nurse, and Ben and I drove down there as fast as week could! When we arrived we showered her with hugs and kisses but she was still really scared and didn't remember how she got her head injury. (that's normal though, most people don't!) So we calmed her down my making out on the chair next to her bed, and she also loves when Ben and I lick each others face! So we did that for about half an hour, we were all enjoying ourselves when the nurse came in and said we had to leave because Julian needed to sleep! So we said goodbye and all and headed back home, our kids had missed us because we haven't been home much the past few days! When we got home there was a message from my mom, she took the kids to a waterpark to get their mind off things! I was so happy, now Ben and I could lick each others ears in complete privacy in our bedroom! The kids came home around 4, and I had dinner ready at 5! I made ham and cheese roll-ups with apples, cucumbers, tomatoes, and corn on the cob! Oh, the kids also had applesauce. After dinner I played with the kids until bedtime, and Ben got them their baths while I did some work! After we put them to bed we both had a lot of work to do, I had been missing a lot, same with him! Comment below if you want more daily posts like this :)

Busy Day at the Hospital

Hey everyone! So as you all know, yesterday Julian hit her head, got a concussion, and losing her memory! Yesterday around 6pm we got more results back from the doctor, and her memory should have come back this morning! Last night I stayed with her all night long, even slept in her hospital room! This morning when she woke up, she said, "mommy?" I was so happy, she knew who I was! I asked her a lot of questions about her family, and she did understand! But the only thing is, she can only remember the past year and a half of her life. I'm so upset, the doctor said she will mostly likely gain it back though. But it's not an definite answer. I sure hope so! This morning I had to go back to our house for awhile, and Ben and I made out on our ratty old sofa bed again while Jeremy watched us. He thinks its fascinating! Around lunch time I went back to the hospital with Ben. We made out on the chair next to Julian's bed, she loves watching us, it calms her! I'm so happy we can do something to help her! The doctor said to do as many familiar things as we can, so we sang her songs (Baby its cold outside, I love you forever dear, and santa claus happily ever after), read her books, and brought her all of her stuffed animals! She also likes watching Ben and I kiss each others feet, so we did that for awhile too. Now, we are back at home and I'm just getting some work done on the computer while the kids play! :)

Best Day Ever! (err, not really)

Hey everyone! So I'd like to continue my post on my wonderful day with my husband Ben. As you know he and I spent the day together! Mid afternoon we went to our bedroom to make love, and then when Ben was interrupted by a phone call, I went to the living room sofa bed where our kids sleep when they are being punished, and posted on my blog and got half an hour of editing done while I waited for bed! He came back all happy and all, and we made out on our sofa bed for 53 minutes. At 3pm my cell phone rang, it was my mom! She told me Julian hit her head on the hard wood and most likely has a concussion! There was blood everywhere. I started to cry so Ben and I quickly got dressed and got in the car on the way to the hospital to meet them there. When we arrived the family was in the lobby and Julian was getting tests done immediately  before getting stitches. By 4pm her stitches were done and we could visit her. She was still knocked out and the doctors said not to worry she would be up in no time! We were pushed out of there by 4:30, because they needed to do more tests to make sure nothing serious was wrong. Turns out everything was all good, and we were allowed to go back in and see her at 5:30! She was awake, but turns out she can't remember anything. She doesn't know who she is or who I am. We were told to leave then because they were going to do more tests to see what is causing the memory loss, that is what they are doing now. I am in the lobby, waiting for results. I don't understand how a perfect day with my husband can turn into the terrible tragedy!

Beautiful Ben

Hey everyone! So today is the day Ben doesn't have work, and we always spend that day together :) We woke up around 6am and had our normal morning routine, (french kissing on the kitchen counter, eating oatmeal together) when the kids woke up at 7! I wasn't really paying attention to anything but Ben, so when Julian came out wanted breakfast she said my name but didn't here, so she just watched us for awhile! When I finally noticed her and was kinda freaked out, why was she watching? But that's okay she will need to watch us when she gets older anyway to get tips for when she is married! The younger you start, the better it is :) I made them breakfast at 7:30, by then all 4 of them were up! At 8 my mom came to pick up the kids and take them to her house for the day, and Ben and I were very very happy to have the day to ourselves! We stood in the kitchen, kissing hard, and we ended up falling onto the floor! That was okay though, it happens all of the time so I'm used to it! So we laid on the hard wood kitchen floor for about 2 hours just making out heavily, except for the minutes intervals when we had to take a break and he rubbed by belly for me. At 10 my back hurt so we moved to the couch, I was just sitting in his lap and we were french kissing again! At noon I was getting hungry, so he made pasta for us and I sat in his lab while eating and we fed each other. I love feeding Ben, he always licks my fingers when I feed him! We were done eating by 12:30, when we decided to cuddle on the couch watching TV until about 1 when we got bored of the TV, so we went back to our bedroom and we did what married couples do until about 2, when Ben got a call from his manager! So right now I'm blogging, waiting until he gets done his call so we can continue until 10pm when the kids get back ;)

Tuesday!

Hey everyone! I will be trying to do daily detailed posts about me and my family and our day! So I woke up at 6am with Ben, every morning we wake up before the kids (they wake up at 7-7:30) and have cuddling time! I mean, or course we spend EVERY single night making love to each other, but in the morning it's great to wake up to cuddling! It really relaxes me for the day. We usually make breakfast together and feed each other. It's a great way to bond! Then, we cuddle and make-out in the kitchen, I sit on the counter since I'm short and we just french kiss! It's so relaxing for me I love Ben to death. Sometimes the kids walk in on us, half dressed kissing in the kitchen, and they don't know what to do! Usually they just run back to their room, scared, so I have to go get them. Ben makes breakfast for the family every single morning, he doesn't have to leave for work until 9, no exception this morning! We had our normal morning routine, and then Ben made pancakes and strawberries for the kids while I went to wake them up! We had a family breakfast (all of the french kissing had made Ben and I hungry again) and then the kids went to get dressed and ready for the day while Ben and I had a very passionate, but sweet, goodbye at the front door before he left for work! I helped the kids finish getting dressed and then, always before they can play they need to do their chores! They all have to clean up their toys in the morning and put their laundry in the family laundry bin. Then Julian and Morgan played dolls in their room while Jeremy and Ethan played with their cars! They are good at playing quiety by them selves because they know I have a lot of work to do for my photography business. I edited for about an hour and then I went and played hide and seek with them! Even though I am super busy, I think it is very important to still find time to spend my my kids. For lunch I made peanut butter and jelly or ham and cheese, they each had to have cucumbers or apples. After lunch I had a mother coming at 1 for her second maternity photo shoot! At 12:30 I dropped the kids off at our babysitter's house, and came back just in time for my photo shoot! In case you didn't know, I am a photographer. Well, this lady (I will not say her name for privacy reasons, so let's call her Jen), was very conservative! She wore a burka so it was hard to even tell she was pregnant because it was not form fitting or anything! After Jen, at 3, I had another maternity shoot, this girl was Jane (again, not her real name, just for privacy reasons) and she was the opposite! She just wore a bralette and skimpy underwear. Her shoot went until 4, and then on my way to pick up the kids at 4:30, I stopped at the grocery store and picked up a few things for dinner! When we got home the kids had to do some work (they do summer work every day) while I made chicken, pasta, and brocolii for dinner! After dinner I did some laundry while the kids watched TV. At 6:30 I joined them, until Ben got home at 7. I welcomed him home, which took a while, and then he went in to play with the kids for a little while I worked on my computer! At 7 Ben and I gave the kids baths, I did the girls and he did the boys! They have double baths and all. At 7:30 we had story time, all 6 of us! Actually, 7, considering the baby in my belly. At 8 we put the kids down and did our goodnights, and by 8:15 they were fast asleep! I edited the pics I took today while Ben did some emailing for his business, and right now we are both still working! I will probably be done by soon after 10, that's when we will head back to our bedroom and do what married couples do :)

Welcome!

Hello everyone, and welcome to my blog! My name is Kaitlyn Miller, and I am 27 year old with 4 children. I'll just get right into the introductions! I met my husband, Ben, when I was 13 years old in 7th grade and we started dating right away! We dated through the rest of middle school and all of high school, except for a brief period of time in 10th grade when we were broken up because all he wanted to do was make-out, but I later learned it was just because he loved me so much :) We got engaged senior year in high school and got married a week after we graduated! Neither of us went to a full 4 years of college, he went right into his family plumbing business, and I just took a 6 month photography course at our local community center! I was 18 when we got married and a month later I found out I was having twin girls! I was pregnant through my classes and had Julian and Morgan when I was 19! Now, they are both 8 years old. A few months later I found out I was having ANOTHER set of twins, this time boys! Jeremy and Ethan were born when I was 20, now they are 7 year olds. I'm so happy with my life right now, I am a full-time photographer and pregnant with my 5th baby! I am so excited :)